31. The Decision I Kept Delaying
There was once a decision I knew I needed to make.
It wasnât dramatic and didnât feel urgent so I delayed it.
At the time, the delay felt reasonable. There were other priorities and more pressing issues.
This one could wait, or so I told myself.
Looking back, the cost of that delay was higher than the cost of the decision itself.
Why Some Decisions Are Easy to Postpone
Not all decisions create friction. Procrastination is part of human nature.
These are often decisions about structure, roles, expectations, or direction. Decisions that require a conversation rather than a fix. Decisions that create discomfort rather than immediate relief.
For leaders, these are the easiest to postpone. There is always something more urgent or important competing for our attention.
How Avoidance Masquerades as Patience
Leaders rarely label this as avoidance.
They call it being âthoughtfulâ, or âwaiting for more informationâ or âchoosing the right momentâ.
Sometimes, those explanations are valid.
But there is a point where patience turns into procrastination. This protects us from discomfort, from tension or from having the difficult conversations we know are necessary.
The decision I delayed was missing willingness.
The Opportunity Cost No One Talks About
Every delayed decision has a hidden cost.
Momentum slows in subtle ways.
People adjust around the gap.
Workarounds become permanent.
While leaders wait, the organisation adapts and informal authority fills formal gaps. Assumptions replace clarity and risk is redistributed without being acknowledged.
By the time the decision is finally made, the environment has changed. The original choice is harder, the implications are wider and the solution requires more resources.
That is the opportunity cost of procrastination and indecisiveness in leadership.
What Audit Reveals About Delay
In auditing, delayed decisions show up in inconsistent application and unclear ownership.
Controls that exist but are unevenly followed.
These are often framed as process issues. In reality, they are leadership deferrals made visible.
This is why so many findings feel familiar because they are not new problems. They are old decisions waiting to be made.
Why Leaders Delay Even When They Know Better
The hardest decisions are not complex but are emotionally expensive.
They require choosing between capable people and require trade-offs that cannot be softened.
Leaders delay because they understand the impact. And impact carries weight.
The mistake is assuming that delay reduces that weight. It doesnât.
A Grounded Question for Leaders
If a decision has been sitting with you for months, ask yourself:
What am I protecting by not deciding, and what is it costing the organisation?
That question reframes delay as a trade-off rather than a virtue.
Sometimes the answer justifies the wait. Often, it doesnât.
Why Timely Decisions Build Trust
Leaders who decide early are respectful.
They respect peopleâs time, the organisationâs capacity and they are aware of the cost of ambiguity.
Even difficult decisions, when made with clarity, reduce noise. They create stability, even when the outcome is uncomfortable.
Closing
The decision I kept delaying did not disappear. It waited.
And while it waited, it shaped behaviour, reduced accountability, and consumed far more energy than it ever needed to.
Most leadership challenges are about choosing when to do it.
If this reflection resonates, it may be worth naming the decision that has been quietly waiting for you.
Thatâs all for this week.
See you on Tuesday!
â Jonathan
P.S. The hardest decisions often feel easier to live with unfinished than resolved. Until the cost of delay becomes visible. If thereâs a decision youâve been circling, a brief, thoughtful conversation can sometimes reduce the weight enough to move. Reach out to me - Iâll guide you.
Disclaimer: This newsletter is intended for general informational and reflective purposes only. It does not constitute financial, legal, or professional advice. Please consider your own circumstances and consult an appropriate professional before making decisions.
